Happy and sad..

Just a short entry here. Gotta take shower before picking up boys later.

So many things to do even though i'm in confinement. Massage lah [dislike the stomach binding and the oily body thereafter but enjoy the rest], shower lah lol, eat lah :P [yeah, these 2 have became a chore to me but only applicable for this month ONLY], send and pick up boys lah, entertain guests lah and most troublesome but enjoyable of all, breastfeeding :D [the best way to bond with baby].

Anyway, i'm feeling the above [tittle] right now. Sad and disappointed because my mom isn't coming afterall this weekend. I called and called since last week, almost daily to find out if she was coming. Just when she was going to buy the bus tix yesterday, she sprained her back? Hence, not able to come. She didn't even have the courtesy to call me to inform. I actually called mom more than 3 times yesterday just to ask if she has bought the tix. I got to know about it when i sms my sis [who went back to KL from Taiwan to visit last week till next] to ask at 10.30pm after feeling fed up of calling home. I was really really looking forward to her arrival since day 1 after i was discharged, marking cross on every date that has passed, waiting for the day which have been circled almost 2 weeks ago. Sigh.

But you know what? I'm suspecting something else that held her back, not the backache. When i told hb the news, hb smells something fishy too and of course, we didn't discuss further on the topic. Aih.. I can't help but feel very very disappointed. After what i've done and what i've planned to do when she's here.. i feel so upset, so very upset that i made myself a promise to never call back again :(

However, i'm also feeling really happy and blissed at the same time. Weird? :P Happy because my hb's family and relatives really show their love and concern for me. Parents in laws have been buying the best chinese herbs for me nurse back my health and also been doing marketing every week twice. Furthermore, they have been visiting daily when i was in hospital and after discharged, they came to visit every Saturday which really surprised me because my dad in law simply isn't that sort of man. Not forgetting my sisters in law as well who have done so much for me when i really need them.

Besides that, hb's relatives also came to visit, be it at the hospital or my house after my discharge. Those who couldn't make it, they sent gifts and such. I'm really touched. Even though my family isn't here, they never fail to make me feel at home and constantly shower me with love and care. I'm extremely glad to have them as part of my family :)

Opps, think i got carried away. Was supposed to be a short entry but guess not :P